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Elsa’s Blog On Change. Time for feeling emotions,
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#8 ... There is a big prize, a part of myself, I'm supposed to be able to join with, take with me in the deepest way possible.
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#9 - April 10, 2010
Grief - that's washing away more of the blocks.
And then there's letting go of grief - not repressing it, and also as I've found out over and over, not letting go of all the grief, since I've kept coming to more. Grief, again, as I was saying - somehow that has been crucial.
But what's brought me to turning points? My biggest sense: it's cumulative. One change is just one change. But keeping going leads to things looking so different.
One thing comes to mind. Over the past few weeks, with the help of one person, I've cleared a room that has been essentially storage for several years. There's still more to do - but now the room is a room.
One hour didn't do it. But 18 hours did it - 9 of hers, over a span of 3 mornings, and 9 of mine, working with her.
I have the sense that, in my life, as in that room, there is more to do. But it has become so much more do-able. Instead of heaps of debris, things are sorted. Most of what needed to be thrown out, has been thrown out. And what is left, I can look at, bit by bit - and things will become ever more within reach. Like an awake Sleeping Beauty - the worst thorns have been cleared away.
I don't know, of course, if things will really come together. I have such a tendency to believe things will all turn out well. I want things to turn out well. And I do believe somehow there can be outcomes that are full of love and more than love - contentment, fulfillment, achievement. But definitely, love.
But I can't see further than today, not for sure. However, all along, that sense that there can be self-connection and love has pulled me further - like, I imagine, most people going into uncharted areas where there isn't a certain outcome, but a desire that the outcome be good.
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Much water under many bridges over the past year. My sense is much inner flow is happening in me now, a different kind of flow - not just the flow of time.
What strikes me most is how things do change within. There's so much movement now. I have the sense, as of water flowing rapidly - definitely not the sense of being stuck - but also the sense of not knowing where I'm going, as if in a canoe with lots of bends in the river - and yet isn't the river in good part myself? All a bit confusing.
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DAYDREAM?
April 10, 2010
Flow and things not flowing. I go back to my 20's and 30's. Over and over I came to the same thing - the same daydreams. Every now and then, I fell into intense daydreams for a day or two ...
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