Doubt Blog. I make a difference. People make a difference. I keep hearing that. I write. So many voices. Self doubt. I know my value. But do I make a difference in life?

 
Elsas Creativity Blogs - an ongoing journey
 


elsa - word, story, image idea music person
Welcome into my World
Making Dreams Come True

Elsa's Blogs - Aug 05-Sept 09

NEW BLOGS

Sept 4, 2009
July 29, 2009
May 15, 2009
December 17, 2008
February 5, 2008
February 4, 2008
January 10, 2008
December 7, 2007
December 6, 2007
October 7, 2007

September 30, 2007

September 9, 2007

Sept 8, 2007 - more

September 8 , 2007

June 25, 2007

June 23, 2007 - more

June 23, 2007

June 22, 2007

June 18, 2007

May 28 , 2007

May 20, 2007

April 8, 2007

March 18, 2007
March 10, 2007
January 4, 2007
December 28, 2006

December 14, 2006
December 7, 2006
Oct 26, 2006 - more
October 26, 2006
October 10, 2006
October 09, 2006
September 20, 2006
September 19, 2006
September 18, 2006
Sept 3, 2006 - even more
Sept 3, 2006 - more
September 3, 2006
August 13, 2006
August 5, 2006
July 31, 2006
July 24, 2006
July 23, 2006
July 9 2006
July 8, 2006
June 21, 2006
June 15, 2006 - more
June 15, 2006
June 11, 2006
June 6, 2006 - more
June 6, 2006
May 24, 2006
August 17, 2005
August 8, 2005

About Elsa

contact


elsa's creativity emporium
It's so easy
to lose touch.
Click here
to stay in touch
with
FREE updates

So here I am,
looking out, wondering.
elsa - word, story, image idea music person
How to do this?

A big question - how to do this?elsa - word, story, image idea music person
I know it can be done, but

I can do this,elsa - word, story, image idea music person
but it takes a lot of doing.

It's easiest in the morning. elsa - word, story, image idea music person
Everything seems possible then.

 

What do you see when
you see me, I wonder.elsa - word, story, image idea music person
I keep trying. I'm not sure
what will happen. But over
and over again, I keep
trying - because something
in me doesn't give up, not
forever anyway.

 


Elsa's Blogs
Aug 05-July 09

contact

 


elsa's creativity emporium
Click here to

with FREE
updates.



top of page

 





elsa - word, story, image idea music person

elsa - word, story, image idea music person

elsa - word, story, image idea music person

elsa - word, story, image idea music person

elsa - word, story, image idea music person


 







top of page



       

Doubt Blog. I make a difference. People make a difference.
I keep hearing that. I write. So many voices. Self doubt.
I know my value. But do I make a difference in life?
So many of us, so much creativity, caring.
Why add to the many voices?

JANUARY 10, 2008

SO MANY VOICES. DO I MAKE A DIFFERENCE? SELF DOUBT

For some people, it's love. For some people, it's figuring out who they are. For some it's figuring out what they want to do.

For me, it's creativity - the central driving force in my life.

Not just creativity. It getting my stuff out into the world.

It was, for years, relationships, inner self, self development. Nothing was of greater interest.

But that wasn't my first drive - and it isn't my current biggest drive.

Creativity. Making stories. Connecting thoughts. Creating images.

****

And then the big question: does it matter, any of it? does it matter, if I reach people? So many voices, so many caring people, so many stories. Do I make a difference? Doubt. Self doubt. I know: people make a difference, everyone makes a difference, you can make a difference, know the value of each and every one of us. But do I really matter?

One part of me is sure of the value of what I have to say.

Another part of me, doubt, self doubt. So what, it goes.

****

Creativity. So many ups and downs. Ups - more people coming to the site, emails telling me people have gotten things from different parts of the site, the writings on home, the idea pieces, the preteen story. But it's such a big world out there. And there are so many people with a lot to offer.

Sometimes it feels like the best thing is to give up - and yet I keep going, putting long hours into making the site more appealing to search engines and easier for people to find. I also keep writing and posting things. Me. Me. Me. Each of the pieces says that to me: I'm important, take me, show me, get me out into the world.

And then there is the other part of me. That one says, you're one of so many people, why keep going.

****

It's easy to understand people not going on, listening to the voice of self doubt - especially with all the other stuff pulling at us, at me - daily stuff, work, a million different things.

****

And yet ... I'm writing this on a day I'm giving totally to fixing all kinds of details on the site, details meant to get more people to come take a look, stay, come back, subscribe to the updates. And I see so much more I want to get it done.

So this massive feeling of futility is actually coming as I'm gardening away at the site, clearing away weeds, adding fertilizer.

As always, welcome into my world.

signed,

Elsa

JANUARY 10, 2008
copyright © Elsa Schieder 2008, 2009 - all rights reserved

Previous - December 6, 2007

Next - February 4, 2008 - driven from within

post blog comment

or

stay in touch with updates
words stirring the riches within

Here's more on ... why subscribe?
inner magic released
from stuck in a bottle
to developing your potential
creative development, living fully

Or you can just

Enter your email address
 
Email *

PRIVACY POLICY
I will never let anyone else have your email address.

Elsa

_____________________

______________________

 


elsa's creativity emporiumelsa's creativity emporiumSTAY IN TOUCHelsa's creativity emporiumelsa's creativity emporium
with FREE updates

 


Doubt Blog. I make a difference. People make a difference.
I keep hearing that. I write. So many voices. Self doubt.
I know my value. But do I make a difference in life?

 

To go from Do I make a Difference? to
Driven from Within,
click here
.

To go from Do I Make a Difference? to
Try Try Try Again,
click here
.

For Elsas Creativity Blog - Full Menu, click here.

 

Elsa's Creativity Blog
Writer blogs, poetry blogs, musical blogs.
How do I get my works out into the world?
Steps, stages, successes, failures.
Creativity. Not easy to find a home for it.

 

top of page

****

Doubt Blog

so many voices, including my own
the many voices, each with a voice of its own,
each blending into the many voices - me, me, me, listen to me

I doubt
why bother
too many voices
yes I matter
but why bother
there are already too many voices
me, me, me, listen to me

self doubt, despair
desire ... to give up
go into a room of my own
lock myself into a room of my own
why bother

so many voices

self doubt, despair
desire ... to quit

you can make a difference
know the value of each tiny sparrow
everyone does make a difference
know the value, know your value
one person can make a difference
people make a difference
you can make a difference in life

can one person make a difference?
yes

do I matter?
today, self doubt

in a doubt blog, self doubt blog, on a day while doing
even while writing a doubt blog

Elsa
September 27, 2009
© Elsa Schieder, 2009 - all rights reserved

______________

 

and even more choices ...

social bookmarking sites

 

top of page

 

 

Elsa's Adventures in Internet Land

______________________________________________________________

home      about      site map      privacy policy      terms of use      contact
______________________________________________________________


site design, site construction - Elsa Schieder
copyright © Elsa Schieder, 2006-2015 - all rights reserved
copyright © elsas-word-story-image-idea-music-emporium.com, 2006-2015 -
all rights reserved

CLICK HERE TO CONTACT

Elsa