Diary Blogs with Questions On Love. How to love yourself and others? Why no love, buried love, no buried feelings? Blog journals on healing emotions, emotional healing.

April 8, 2010

BURIED LOVE

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Diary Blogs with Questions On Love.
How to love yourself and others?
Why no love, buried love, no buried feelings?
Blog journals on healing emotions, emotional healing.

IT STARTS HERE - #1 BURIED LOVE

QUESTIONS ABOUT LOVE

#2 ... I don't know when things got buried in me. My sense is I was under a year old.

#3 - April 8, 2010

I don't know the trigger. But I can't remember back to a feeling of loving.

I know the reality I've experienced. In a way, it's like a person with a spinal cord injury. Everything is there - but there's a disconnection, a gap, perhaps incredibly tiny.

I remember when I was 8, telling my parents I thought they were the best parents in the world. It was something my father cherished, remembered and retold for years. I remember, while I said it, of having the awareness of not loving them, not loving. How to say something like that? I had no idea. Most, I knew it would hurt my father. As for fixing things, I didn't have a clue. So why speak?

I don't know how far I want to go today. Maybe this is enough.

Anyway, I have been getting reconnected. Very strange, or rather not strange. Reconnection feels right.

But I go - how could the disconnection have gone on so long? - and not gotten much attention. I noticed it - somewhat. But I don't remember a therapist focusing on it.

And then I ask: would it have helped? Would I have paid attention? And much more, would it have done any good?

The right touch - it took the right touch of grief - and over the past nine months, the grief has ebbed and flowed, but stayed, still stays, ready to surface.

And changes happen.

I do have help - not words, but body-centered stuff - as if the not-love barrier is buried in the body.

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