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March 12, 2010
EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED - life on a wide river
I've spent the past few years in ultra overwhelm - like much of the world, it feels like. Ultra overwhelm: full time work, plus setting up a business with my partner (more than full time), plus trying to get my own site going (again, loads of time and energy, learning and trying, doing and doing and doing).
Now everything has changed.
I did not live most of my life in ultra overwhelm. But it's felt that I could never get back to that sense of having tme enough.
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Now - today - it feels that everything has changed. I have the sense of having come back to myself, myself as I lived much of my life - rivers of time, hours for everything.
I'm taking the year off teaching. But that isn't it - the year off started in May, and it's only now, March, that I once again feel life as a wide slow river, space and time and wide skies.
I am less and less in the business - that helps enormously.
Most, waking up this morning, it's felt that something has shifted inside me.
So much mish-mosh these past few months, not doing all the things that outside voices said I should be doing to make my creativity site a business, a money maker - floundering around, not getting things done, feeling stuck.
Something has shifted inside me. I can feel it.
Maybe things are flowing into place.
Anyhow it feels like I am flowing into place.
I won't go back to teaching. There will be enough money from the business, and from my renting the home I own that I can have all the time I want. Anyway, I can live on very little - if what I need most is time.
It's today that I feel this so strongly - life flowing like a river, with me safe somewhere - with time. Maybe I'm on the banks, maybe I'm on a slow barge. But I'm not driving the barge. I'm here enjoying the morning, sure I have time enough to do what I want to do.
I know what I want to do today. And I feel sure there will be time enough.
Elsa
stirring inner fires
releasing inner riches
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